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TIME - Magazine Interview
December 4th 1989
A
Pencil In the Hand Of God
Mother
Teresa sees poverty as a kind of richness -- and richness as
impoverishment -- as she cares for the dying and unwanted of Calcutta
BY
EDWARD W. DESMOND
Q)What did you do this morning?
A)Pray.
Q)When did you
start?
A)Half past four.
Q)And after
prayer?
A)We try to pray
through our work by doing it with Jesus, for Jesus, to Jesus. That
helps us put our whole heart and soul into doing it. The dying, the
crippled, the mentally ill, the unwanted, the unloved -- they are Jesus
in disguise.
Q)People know you
as a sort of religious social worker. Do they understand the spiritual
basis of your work?
A)I don't know.
But I give them a chance to come and touch the poor. Everybody has to
experience that. So many young people give up everything to do just
that. This is something so completely unbelievable in the world, no?
And yet it is wonderful. Our volunteers go back different people.
Q)Does the fact
that you are a woman make your message more understandable?
A)I never think
like that.
Q)But don't you
think the world responds better to a mother?
A)People are
responding not because of me but because of what we are doing. I think
that before people were speaking much about the poor, but now more and
more people are speaking to the poor. That is the great difference.
Before, nobody bothered about the people in
the street. We have picked up from the streets of Calcutta 54,000
people, and 23,000-something have died in that one room (at Kalighat).
Q) Humble as you
are, it must be an extraordinary thing to be a vehicle of God's grace
in the world.
A)But it is his
work. I think God wants to show his greatness by using nothingness.
Q)You feel you
have no special qualities?
A)I don't think
so. I don't claim anything of the work. It is his work. I am like a
little pencil in his hand. That is all. He does the thinking. He does
the writing. The pencil has nothing to do with it. The pencil has only
to be ) allowed to be used. In human terms, the success of our work
should not have happened, no?
Q)What is God's
greatest gift to you?
A)The
poor people.
Q)How are they a
gift to you?
A)I have an
opportunity to be 24 hours a day with Jesus.
Q)Here in
Calcutta, have you created a real change?
A)I think so.
People are aware of the presence, and also many, many, many Hindu
people share with us. Now we never see a person lying there in the
street dying. It has created a worldwide awareness of the poor.
Q)Beyond showing
the poor to the world, have you conveyed any message about how to work
with the poor?
A)You must make
them feel loved and wanted. They are Jesus for me. I believe in that
much more than doing big things for them.
Q)Friends of
yours say you are disappointed that your work has not brought more
conversions in this great Hindu nation.
A)Missionaries
don't think of that. They only want to proclaim the word of God.
Numbers have nothing to do with it. But the people are putting prayer
into action by coming and serving the people. Everywhere people are
helping. There may not be a big conversion like that, but we do not
know what is happening in the soul.
Q)What do you
think of Hinduism?
A)I love all
religions, but I am in love with my own.
Q)And they should
love Jesus too?
A)Naturally, if
they want peace, if they want joy, let them find Jesus. If people
become better Hindus, better Muslims, better Buddhists by our acts of
love, then there is something else growing there. They come closer and
closer to God. When they come closer, they have to choose.
Q)You and Pope
John Paul II have spoken out against life-styles in the West, against
materialism and abortion. How alarmed are you?
A)I always say
one thing. If a mother can kill her own child, then what is left of the
West to be destroyed? It is difficult to explain, but it is just that.
Q)Is materialism
in the West an equally serious problem?
A)I don't know. I
have so many things to think about. Take our congregation: we have very
little, so we have nothing to be preoccupied with. The more you have,
the more you are occupied, the less you give. But the less you have,
the more free you are. Poverty for us is a freedom. It is not a
mortification, a penance. It is joyful freedom. There is no television
here, no this, no that. This is the only fan in the whole house. It
doesn't matter how hot it is, and it is for the guests. But we are
perfectly happy.
Q)How do you find
rich people then?
A)I find the rich
much poorer. Sometimes they are more lonely inside. They are never
satisfied. They always need something more. I don't say all of them are
like that. Everybody is not the same. I find that poverty hard to
remove. The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the
hunger for bread.
Q)There has been
some criticism of the very severe regimen under which you and your
sisters live.
A)We choose that.
That is the difference between us and the poor. Because that will bring
us closer to our poor people. How can we be truthful to them if we lead
a different life? What language will I speak to them?
Q)What is the
most joyful place that you have ever visited?
A)Kalighat. When
the people die in peace, in the love of God, it is a wonderful thing.
To see our poor people happy together with their families, these are
beautiful things. The joy of the poor people is so clean, so clear. The
real poor know what is joy.
Q)There are
people who would say it is an illusion to think of the poor as joyous,
that they must be given housing, raised up.
A)The material is
not the only thing that gives joy. Something greater than that, the
deep sense of peace in the heart. They are content. That is the great
difference between the rich and the poor.
Q)People who work
with you say you are unstoppable. You always get what you want.
A)That's right.
All for Jesus.
Q)What are your
plans for the future?
A)I just take one
day. Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not come. We have only today to
love Jesus.
Q)And the future
of the order?
A)It is his
concern.
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